I’m so disheartened.

I’m so disheartened. This has been going on for over 10 years now. I have had the sides of both big toenails removed twice now. Except it’s the base of the toenail, by the cuticle, that hurts. They were beginning to look better. But it always happens again and begins to separate at the base where it should be a cuticle, because of even just the slightest bump or trauma to the toe. In this case I was at work and kneeling down, and my shoe was pushing on my toes for a couple